So here I am in Toronto...it's been a week and two days since I moved up. I haven't been blogging regularly at all, but I've just been so devastatingly bored lately that I figured why not. After all, it's apparently highly entertaining for some people to read; though a very select few people.

Last week was frosh week, and though I was toying with the idea of not going, I ended up having a really good time. Engineers rock! I have to say that painting myself purple was one of the highlights of my recent days. Another highlight was the magnets Molly bought for me: my mom liked them so much, she took some home with her! Anyway, if anyone hasn't seen my purple pictures yet, let me know and I'll get them to you ASAP.

I'm really close to a 168 here - I went the other day and used my super cool VIP card that I got from the Windsor 168. Hooray for Cedric and his girl! I was very excited, but it's not as fun to go to bbt when there aren't people to go with every day. Come up and visit me everyone.

Wow, I'm thinking that this weekend is going to be a major thrill. I'm seriously considering shelling out the money it costs to go skydiving. A bunch of UT engineering people are going to go together, and I want to go too. Then I won't be bored this weekend, and I'll have something to talk about for the next week. :D

Well, I've written quite a bit, so I'll end it now. I miss all you crazy Windsorites! Hope to see you soon.

here i am, 5 days from the end, and what am i feeling?  it's all so hard to put into words; none of it makes sense to me.  to all those who have been with me over the years, thanks for everything.  growing up has been full of great adventures and memories. to all my recent friends, it's been an awesome year.  i had a blast being a mustang and sharing my final year with you all.  i'm lucky to have been able to call you a friend......sometimes you don't realize just how special some people are to you.  i don't know if you're reading this, but 126....that's exactly how i feel again, and i'm sorry, and i thank you as well.

it's so strange....i've never been so full of mixed emotions.  i'm not ready to go to toronto, yet i've never felt so distant from everybody in windsor.  as much as you may mean to me, it feels like a goodbye isn't even needed......weird.  i don't know how to say it.....or maybe i just don't want to say it, but some of you may already understand.  my mind always seems to be full of complexity, and right now, i hate it.  hopefully this last week will be a good one, with memories that i can happily add to the list.

this is just for myself, feel free to see where u fit in.....i can barely think of any right now

snow fort, tobogganing, animaniacs, biking adventures, boolong, massey visits, hemobin(stall), carol king, mirror mirror, ddr with all 3 crowds of you...maybe more, TO (both times), wrestling, prom, breaking, being a street kid, sittin down for some gilligan's, leaving toni macaroni's, every ditzy comment i've ever heard, mrs. mohan's physics class and projects, study nights (not so productive), movies...tons and tons of movies, bbt chats in the car, the day i realized that FFF is really what it is meant to be, dancing around the pole then driving away later.....lol, mendelssohn, eagle shirts and tight jeans which have remarkably become very normal all of a sudden, white lightning, the heat game, svetlana, alegria, swimming at the u, night under the stairs.

maybe i'll add more another time, we'll see.  all that's left to say is, i miss you, and i miss the way things used to be, the way things will never be, but the way things will always be in my heart.  thanks for being there for me and keeping me out of my seemingly perpetual boredom.  keep in touch if it means something to you....this is where it gets rough i suppose.  best of luck to all of you in university and in life....i hope they're far happier than mine.  9 years, 11 months and 347 days and counting.

wow....it's been a long time since i've been on here.  lots has happened, including kirsten and casey's big 18th b-day.  it was tons of fun for me and hopefully everybody had as great a time.  i've also been playin a lot of xbox lately and even been doin a bit of heelin.  it's harder than it looks folks. 

neways, i'm really excited cuz i'm going to boise, ID.  didn't think i'd make it before the americans started school but lo and behold i'll be on a plane in a day or two.  it's gonna be sweet.  dude.  shibby!  lol.  that reminds me, i should return the movie. 

now that i think about it, i have a ton to do before i move up to TO and the days are goin by fast.  gotta pack, gotta buy my laptop, get a bed (i think), buy textbooks, pay tuition, get my t-card, and lastly clean my room!!!  haha.  and of course, spend time with all you great people that have been with me for my many great years here in windsor.  it's hard to imagine having to start all over up in TO....wish me luck.  i'll be back periodically of course.  and as soon as the year is over, JAPAN!  woot woot! 

ok, today was another waste of a day i suppose...lol.  but tomorrow is kirsten's bday dinner at terra cotta.  should be fun.  i hope i make it in time.  back to watchin the olympics.  GO RUSSIA, JAPAN, CHINA and USA!  gymnastics and wrestlin all the way!  haha.  peace out yo.

so, another big day today......not.  Woke up at 5pm today (i'm getting better) when molly decided to call.  funny thing is she was gonna call at 3 but didnt' want to wake me on accident.  lol.  nice try there. 

anyways, i got up, did laundry, showered, talked to shane a bit then was off to kirsten's house.  molly, jimmy, casey, nick and ya lan were all there already.  i was the last to arrive.  kirsten recut the lines in my hair, and she made a tiny slip but it's ok....you still did a good job.  thx.  and then everybody talked a bit, about cartoons apparently.  then we went to waku since 168 was closed.

so we sat there, talked, planned for the party on wednesday and took some pics after.  it was prolly 11:30 when we left and we had to go back to kirsten's real quick before i rushed off to blockbuster to get "Dude, where's my car?"  lol

so i went back to molly's house and she, ya lan and I watched it.  man it was sweet.  dude.  sweet.  SHIBBY!  lol.  i'm so happy.  thx to shane who inspired me to watch it again.  i like the stoopid ass video in the shibby features.  lol.  neways, molly and i stayed up till 5:52 playing on neopets after.  kirsten, we earned money and bought a lot of stuff too.  i tried to fight chia clown again but died....:(  poor simply me.  neways, i'm home now....dunno why i'm not sleeping yet.  it must be too early in the morning.  haha

dunno what's gonna happen today.  i'd hate to do it but i think i just might have to.  idunno how to tell them either....i'm really sorry if u actually care.....things don't feel right anymore and maybe it's not supposed to.  i think i really need to just move away.  i am glad to see that you're all happy tho.....it's better this way, trust me.  i wish you could read this.........and then maybe u'd understand.  it'd be nice to relive the past few years.  sigh...if only.

i want a rematch bro....lol....i've been practicing too.  oh man....good times good times.  peace out y'all